Mom
Well my mother is still on a roll. Being a complete friggen bitch and tweak head...See her and I have made a deal. My mom gets all damn day to be online, and I get after seven pm. Fair enough right? Her and I agreed on this. Hell! I even took her stupid friends into consideration. People get home around fiveish-sixish...So for those people she has an hour or two to talk to them. It was a deal! A god damned deal! And ever since she has given me nothing but hell about it.
So gradually just because I am sick and tired of fighting with her I start to give. GIVE GIVE GIVE. And what does she do? Take more. She just keeps taking and taking and it is absolutely never good enough. She bitches constantly. If its not one thing its another.
I can't handle it anymore! I am sick and tired of being walked on! I am tired of yelling and screaming and fighting and having it make absolutely no difference! I am tired of talking and asking and pleading and being diplomatic and reasonable because it gets me nowhere! If anything it gets me yelled at and attacked more!
Yes I am easily walked on. Yes I am a push over. YES I am a softy. I AM A 5'3 130lb blonde GHOST! Invisible, inaudible...Whatever. I am just so tired of it. TIRED. I am not designed to live like this. I don't like fighting. So why is it it is always everywhere I go? Why can't I escape it?
Maybe its just me...I don't know. I am just tired.
~Jessie
So gradually just because I am sick and tired of fighting with her I start to give. GIVE GIVE GIVE. And what does she do? Take more. She just keeps taking and taking and it is absolutely never good enough. She bitches constantly. If its not one thing its another.
I can't handle it anymore! I am sick and tired of being walked on! I am tired of yelling and screaming and fighting and having it make absolutely no difference! I am tired of talking and asking and pleading and being diplomatic and reasonable because it gets me nowhere! If anything it gets me yelled at and attacked more!
Yes I am easily walked on. Yes I am a push over. YES I am a softy. I AM A 5'3 130lb blonde GHOST! Invisible, inaudible...Whatever. I am just so tired of it. TIRED. I am not designed to live like this. I don't like fighting. So why is it it is always everywhere I go? Why can't I escape it?
Maybe its just me...I don't know. I am just tired.
~Jessie