Need distraction
...Desperatly...Meed....Distraction....Any
....Sort...Of...Distraction....
............. ;_; ...........
I finsihed reading the fourth volume of naruto today.
Its the last that I have now...I knew I should have
ordered the next two earlier damnit..Now I have nothing
to do...Nothing that I can focus on. Mom doesn't want
to go to gym. And she wants to wait until it cools down
to go to the store. I wanna go now...NOW!
Naruto made me cry! Why didn't anyone warn me!?!?!?!
Don't you know it is only polite that if you have
read a book someone else is you are supposed to warn
them of such things!? "Oh that chapter is a real
heart breaker..." NOOO!! No one warns Jessie!
Jessie goes in blind! BLIND! And she reads! And then
she cries! I had to retreat into my room in order to
not look stupid stitting on the couch sniffleing over
a book! >.<; Stupid naruto! ::throws book at the wall...
Which then bounces off the all and straight back at
her head:: Eeek! ::Thwap! Nailed in the
forehead...:: .........>.o ::twitch::
SO! On other news!
....Did I mention I need distraction? I am ...
I am fidgety. I am nervous. My heart is beating a mile a
minute, my mind is racing. I need distraction. I need to
go go go go go! Gawd...I feel like I am on those yellojacket
energy pills or something. o.O those freak me out! I am
like NUTS! Of course with as much energy as I have naturally
that makes perfect sense...But DAMN!!!
GAH! Its not working! Will I have to distract my self
all night!? I'll never make it! I'm doomed! DOOMED!
....Call cory...Cassie....Gram? o.O;;;;;; God....Where
are my friends when I need them!! ...Ashy! I could
call Ashy!Where is ashy phone number?
X_X Curses....
But then even if I do call Ashy...She may not answer...
Maybe no minutes...Maybe busy...Always busy...::sag::
.........Stupid Ashy....Not like I could talk to her
really about it anyway...Big dark secret
...Stupid.......
Miss Ashy......::curls up:: My Ashy...Not Alma's...Mine...
My friend. My Ashamalee...I saw her first...I made her laugh first! ....I miss my Ashy
....Stupid Ashy.
Cory sux....Litterally. >.>;;;; XD! No! Cory sucks!
He does not call either...Does not come over...Does not email.
Does not try to hang out...Did not try to go to anime con
with Jessie...Cory too busy with his life too...What life?
Jessie could show Co-chan life. Could make co-chan
smile again. Could get co-chan boyfirned....
Stupid Co-chan....
No one calls the Jessie. Why no one calleth the Jessie?
The Jessie is fun! The Jessie is nice! ...The Jessie is
forgotten.Went to Kansas too long. Now no one remembers.
No one really cares...Because Jessie left them...Co-chan
and Ashy no more have faith and turst in the Jessie
because she made such ugly mistake...Because Jessie
was weak Jessie lost their respect...No more...T
hey do not want me anymore. Maybe do not need me.
Maybe never did...Stupid Jessie...
Stupid Jessie makes stupid choices...
Stupid Jessie is failure...
Stupid Jessie does nothing right.
Has no job.
Has no money.
Has no life.
No friends who care...
Jessie has family who loves her litte.
Jessie has Master...
Master..........No. Distraction now.
Not Master...
...Jessie sad now.
Going for long walk...
....Sort...Of...Distraction....
............. ;_; ...........
I finsihed reading the fourth volume of naruto today.
Its the last that I have now...I knew I should have
ordered the next two earlier damnit..Now I have nothing
to do...Nothing that I can focus on. Mom doesn't want
to go to gym. And she wants to wait until it cools down
to go to the store. I wanna go now...NOW!
Naruto made me cry! Why didn't anyone warn me!?!?!?!
Don't you know it is only polite that if you have
read a book someone else is you are supposed to warn
them of such things!? "Oh that chapter is a real
heart breaker..." NOOO!! No one warns Jessie!
Jessie goes in blind! BLIND! And she reads! And then
she cries! I had to retreat into my room in order to
not look stupid stitting on the couch sniffleing over
a book! >.<; Stupid naruto! ::throws book at the wall...
Which then bounces off the all and straight back at
her head:: Eeek! ::Thwap! Nailed in the
forehead...:: .........>.o ::twitch::
SO! On other news!
....Did I mention I need distraction? I am ...
I am fidgety. I am nervous. My heart is beating a mile a
minute, my mind is racing. I need distraction. I need to
go go go go go! Gawd...I feel like I am on those yellojacket
energy pills or something. o.O those freak me out! I am
like NUTS! Of course with as much energy as I have naturally
that makes perfect sense...But DAMN!!!
GAH! Its not working! Will I have to distract my self
all night!? I'll never make it! I'm doomed! DOOMED!
....Call cory...Cassie....Gram? o.O;;;;;; God....Where
are my friends when I need them!! ...Ashy! I could
call Ashy!Where is ashy phone number?
X_X Curses....
But then even if I do call Ashy...She may not answer...
Maybe no minutes...Maybe busy...Always busy...::sag::
.........Stupid Ashy....Not like I could talk to her
really about it anyway...Big dark secret
...Stupid.......
Miss Ashy......::curls up:: My Ashy...Not Alma's...Mine...
My friend. My Ashamalee...I saw her first...I made her laugh first! ....I miss my Ashy
....Stupid Ashy.
Cory sux....Litterally. >.>;;;; XD! No! Cory sucks!
He does not call either...Does not come over...Does not email.
Does not try to hang out...Did not try to go to anime con
with Jessie...Cory too busy with his life too...What life?
Jessie could show Co-chan life. Could make co-chan
smile again. Could get co-chan boyfirned....
Stupid Co-chan....
No one calls the Jessie. Why no one calleth the Jessie?
The Jessie is fun! The Jessie is nice! ...The Jessie is
forgotten.Went to Kansas too long. Now no one remembers.
No one really cares...Because Jessie left them...Co-chan
and Ashy no more have faith and turst in the Jessie
because she made such ugly mistake...Because Jessie
was weak Jessie lost their respect...No more...T
hey do not want me anymore. Maybe do not need me.
Maybe never did...Stupid Jessie...
Stupid Jessie makes stupid choices...
Stupid Jessie is failure...
Stupid Jessie does nothing right.
Has no job.
Has no money.
Has no life.
No friends who care...
Jessie has family who loves her litte.
Jessie has Master...
Master..........No. Distraction now.
Not Master...
...Jessie sad now.
Going for long walk...