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You know now that I look at that last post I realize that there was more to it...But some how it was cut short. Odd.........
Well....Tonight was an interesting night.
First thing I will explain is this...Exactly what happens to the jessie body when my Master speaks those three little words.
.....Cum for me.....
Lol Romantic isn't it? To begin with I feel an instant flush of heat start between my thighs and at my cheeks at the very same time it seems, then that warmth quickly spreads like a whild fire throughout me...Kinda like that flush girls get right before they cum, only this is in an instant...Following that is this odd sensation in my stomach that I cannot for the life of me put my finger on or describe, but in some way it is associated with my submission as it does this weird flip flop, twist, churn thing when I recieve a command or the like
...However it is not unpleasant as it sounds. Actually it feels somewhat good...I get the same sort of sensation only with the sick feeling and a more violent churning and twisting when I am in trouble or think I am...Which is icky. But that aside, that too joins in with this litlte assult on my body...
Then comes a moment of numbness...Where my toes tingle a bit and this delightful though strange shiver of sorts shoots through me, my breath at this time is already uneven but then becomse even weirder...And at that same moment, while I feel that shiver sensation rocket through me I feel my self tighten...Clamp down....Like women do right before they cum....Tight tight tight. I squeeze down with all my apparent might...
So close, I am teetering on the end, panting, desperate, my mind in chaos, my body begging for release. My heart is pounding, by body a little tense......But it doesn't come! I squirm! I move! I am almost pleading with my body to release......I then change my focus. Not on my body but on my Master...Cum for me...I listen to it, I take it in me...And then tighter still my body clamps! So tight now! It is almost painful! I go though it all but two times as bad...And then as I am teetering on the edge all over again, clamped down so hard.....PAIN. And odd sort in my belly,deep in my belly expanding throughout me. It is such a strange pain too....When it first strikes it is sharp and just hurt...But then right there after it feels good again...Hot...Horny...If it wouldn't pang again I'd want to continue....See?
Now....Imagine going through that again and again and again all day...And consider that that pain was my muscles being strained...Over and over and over again....And how much cumming takes out of you normally as well...All day.........Yes....Jessie was tired. Her body its self was fatigued, not even her mind. But she hurt, she hurt so bad she couldn't cum! No matter what! She simply could not! Because those muscles were so tired that they could not push me over!!!
o.o Its insane....
Now that would have been bad enough. But today was not an easy day. For while I had gotten into a fight with my mother, my Master had had a few little moments there where my concern and a lot of energy was spent worrying on his well being....Yes. That is taxing. Incredibly so. You'd not think it, but it is. But that was not the end of it. Master decided at some point that it was a good time to test me, I suppose based on the situation and my mood and all that....Now...We all know about Masters tests...They are rarely pleasent...And the only good feeling that comes out of htem ususally is if I pass with flying colors and make my Master proud...
Well...It was another of his tests....I am not sure still what the point was... Not exactly anyway. What I do know is that after having me exhausted beyond belife my Master changed his mood...It was subtile, but I noticede...And it did throw me off, a lot...I couldn't figure it out...I was tired. I was confused...So terribly confused. I was worried that I had displeased him...I was more worried though about this mood change...It was just so strange for me...And I was tired, I was frustrated because I have not come in a week at least and yet have been teased near constantly. I was desperate...And he changes...It shook me...And I don't recall now what happened exactly as I am about to pass out. But I do know that it took everything I had not to burst out in tears out of sheer frustration, exhaustion, and an over flow of other emotions.And then, whenI asked, desperate to understand he explained somewhat..And told me I passed...And yet, I did not do as he asked....And thus I feel still like a failure...And it is eating me up inside......But I will live....RIght now though. Its time to sleep.
Well....Tonight was an interesting night.
First thing I will explain is this...Exactly what happens to the jessie body when my Master speaks those three little words.
.....Cum for me.....
Lol Romantic isn't it? To begin with I feel an instant flush of heat start between my thighs and at my cheeks at the very same time it seems, then that warmth quickly spreads like a whild fire throughout me...Kinda like that flush girls get right before they cum, only this is in an instant...Following that is this odd sensation in my stomach that I cannot for the life of me put my finger on or describe, but in some way it is associated with my submission as it does this weird flip flop, twist, churn thing when I recieve a command or the like
...However it is not unpleasant as it sounds. Actually it feels somewhat good...I get the same sort of sensation only with the sick feeling and a more violent churning and twisting when I am in trouble or think I am...Which is icky. But that aside, that too joins in with this litlte assult on my body...
Then comes a moment of numbness...Where my toes tingle a bit and this delightful though strange shiver of sorts shoots through me, my breath at this time is already uneven but then becomse even weirder...And at that same moment, while I feel that shiver sensation rocket through me I feel my self tighten...Clamp down....Like women do right before they cum....Tight tight tight. I squeeze down with all my apparent might...
So close, I am teetering on the end, panting, desperate, my mind in chaos, my body begging for release. My heart is pounding, by body a little tense......But it doesn't come! I squirm! I move! I am almost pleading with my body to release......I then change my focus. Not on my body but on my Master...Cum for me...I listen to it, I take it in me...And then tighter still my body clamps! So tight now! It is almost painful! I go though it all but two times as bad...And then as I am teetering on the edge all over again, clamped down so hard.....PAIN. And odd sort in my belly,deep in my belly expanding throughout me. It is such a strange pain too....When it first strikes it is sharp and just hurt...But then right there after it feels good again...Hot...Horny...If it wouldn't pang again I'd want to continue....See?
Now....Imagine going through that again and again and again all day...And consider that that pain was my muscles being strained...Over and over and over again....And how much cumming takes out of you normally as well...All day.........Yes....Jessie was tired. Her body its self was fatigued, not even her mind. But she hurt, she hurt so bad she couldn't cum! No matter what! She simply could not! Because those muscles were so tired that they could not push me over!!!
o.o Its insane....
Now that would have been bad enough. But today was not an easy day. For while I had gotten into a fight with my mother, my Master had had a few little moments there where my concern and a lot of energy was spent worrying on his well being....Yes. That is taxing. Incredibly so. You'd not think it, but it is. But that was not the end of it. Master decided at some point that it was a good time to test me, I suppose based on the situation and my mood and all that....Now...We all know about Masters tests...They are rarely pleasent...And the only good feeling that comes out of htem ususally is if I pass with flying colors and make my Master proud...
Well...It was another of his tests....I am not sure still what the point was... Not exactly anyway. What I do know is that after having me exhausted beyond belife my Master changed his mood...It was subtile, but I noticede...And it did throw me off, a lot...I couldn't figure it out...I was tired. I was confused...So terribly confused. I was worried that I had displeased him...I was more worried though about this mood change...It was just so strange for me...And I was tired, I was frustrated because I have not come in a week at least and yet have been teased near constantly. I was desperate...And he changes...It shook me...And I don't recall now what happened exactly as I am about to pass out. But I do know that it took everything I had not to burst out in tears out of sheer frustration, exhaustion, and an over flow of other emotions.And then, whenI asked, desperate to understand he explained somewhat..And told me I passed...And yet, I did not do as he asked....And thus I feel still like a failure...And it is eating me up inside......But I will live....RIght now though. Its time to sleep.