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this place feels like a time capsule.
in a really good way.
i think im just going to keep this journal unknown to anyone at school.
ive already fallen in with a group of friends, and it feels insanely amazing. I'm excited about my classes (which start tommorrow), and i get along really well with my roomate. bianca (roomate) is a messy queer vegan who is majoring somewhere in the humanities, so it works out really well.
woke up at five in the morning earlier to watch the solar eclipse. I went with Bianca and Kiri and sat on the hillside for about an hour. when the moon was just getting to where it was completely covered up we realised that if the earths shadow was covering the moon, then in some indirect way our shadows were there as well. we ended up making sure that the moons impression of us involved dancing and alot of hugging.
ive been spending most of my time with rita, kiri, loren, and letitia. Theyre all upperclassmen and have an apartment-dorm to themselves. which is nice because instead of creating all new dynamics im really the only new addition. we have daily "family dinners" and cuddle-fests. its pretty great. my only concern is that i only got introduced into this group of people in the first place because loren has a crush on me. I never really realised how prone i am to flirt with people im not really even interested in just because theyre flirting with me. I really like spending the majority of my free time with all of them, but im afraid that loren has misinterpreted alot of things concerning that. she tried to kiss me the other night and i explained to her what exactly was going on, but for some reason there seemed to be some major disconnect.
this whole entry sounds so post-cardy. its just awkward because ive met so many people so fast.
i really like it here though. it makes me happy. not just im-happy-for-just-this-brief-moment-happy, but honestly and earnestly thoroughly happy. ive never really had that before.
in a really good way.
i think im just going to keep this journal unknown to anyone at school.
ive already fallen in with a group of friends, and it feels insanely amazing. I'm excited about my classes (which start tommorrow), and i get along really well with my roomate. bianca (roomate) is a messy queer vegan who is majoring somewhere in the humanities, so it works out really well.
woke up at five in the morning earlier to watch the solar eclipse. I went with Bianca and Kiri and sat on the hillside for about an hour. when the moon was just getting to where it was completely covered up we realised that if the earths shadow was covering the moon, then in some indirect way our shadows were there as well. we ended up making sure that the moons impression of us involved dancing and alot of hugging.
ive been spending most of my time with rita, kiri, loren, and letitia. Theyre all upperclassmen and have an apartment-dorm to themselves. which is nice because instead of creating all new dynamics im really the only new addition. we have daily "family dinners" and cuddle-fests. its pretty great. my only concern is that i only got introduced into this group of people in the first place because loren has a crush on me. I never really realised how prone i am to flirt with people im not really even interested in just because theyre flirting with me. I really like spending the majority of my free time with all of them, but im afraid that loren has misinterpreted alot of things concerning that. she tried to kiss me the other night and i explained to her what exactly was going on, but for some reason there seemed to be some major disconnect.
this whole entry sounds so post-cardy. its just awkward because ive met so many people so fast.
i really like it here though. it makes me happy. not just im-happy-for-just-this-brief-moment-happy, but honestly and earnestly thoroughly happy. ive never really had that before.