I'm procrastinating, I have many arts to do for next two bigbang, and my boss dumped me a lot of works, so, I'm stressed with rl stuffs and decided to continue watching spn season 9. And draw some doodles, because I have to let my frustration about this season out!!
They're a bit NSFW and contain underaged stuff (Sonny/Dean <3)...
I'm not really happy about this season, I've stopped watching at eps 6, because I couldn't stand few filler episode, which I think, really crappy, it's like watching my local drama, which is really really bad. But then, fandom made a fuss about the latest episode, and to run from my rl stuffs I started watching again. Well yeah, the latest episode is breaking my hearrrrttt!!! Oh my godness, I know I started dislike Sam's character building at season 8 when Sam didn't want to looking for Dean, but then I still tolerate it (and the season 8 finale, though sad but I was happy with the ending). I don't hate Sam Winchester, I just can't T_T But I do really want to punch his face after watching him saying those cruel words towards Dean. I just hate the writer who made him like that. I mean c'mon!!! Dean does all the sacrifices and wrong stuff just because he couldn't stand live without Sam?? Noooo!! Dean always put Sam's life above everything! Do the writers forget the early season when Dean went to hell so Sam can live? And how broken Dean after Sam went to cage? (But he still let Sam went to cage, right).
I miss old Sam, I miss Sam at Season 3 when he went all batshit crazy and even crossed the line (drinking demon's blood) so he could save Dean. I feel like, this show throw all the problems on Sam and Dean is the one who save his little brother, it's true, I think the only season focussed on saving Dean is only season 3, season 1 and 2 are Sam and YED, season 4 Sam addicted to demon blood, season 5 Sam and Lucifer, season 6 soulless Sam, season 8 Sam and the trials. I want Dean also suffering and others trying to help him!! LIke season 3, and it has only about 13 episodes goddamnit!!
I hope the mark of Cain has side effects to Dean, really bad bad side effects, and Sam is able to show he can care to his brother too!!
So now, I just need happy Sam/Dean or happy!Dean!! I want to read fic where Sam or everyone adores and worship Dean!!
I draw happy wincest doodles too to let my frustration a bit. Only doodles though, sorry >,< I wanted to draw NSFW, but I couldn't find my muse >,<
And then, Sonny/Dean!!!! Oh, why there is no Sonny/Dean at all??? I googled Sonny/Dean and it came up nothing! NOTHING!!! I like Sonny, and that moustache is just <3 Because I'm a Dean girl, I love to pair him with everyone, as long as Dean is the bottom >,> and I like younger!Dean with older!men too... So Sonny is the perfect choice. And Dean respects him too.
They're in the shower actually >,<
And the last doodle....
I know it's crappy. I just wanted to draw Dean in panties >,< Sorry for the crappy handwriting and the crappy english...