flicker of the candle

[contagiouszest]

I hated today.
It was horrible, at least the end of it.
I think I might just quite doing swim after I get my sweatshirt.
I just feel so out of place there
and ugly
and I hate that feeling.
I go to school tired
go through the day alright
get home feeling shittier than I did when I woke up.
I'm sick of being me
and being no one
and having no life.
All of it everything that doesn't go right for me,
all the things I don't have.
I hate you