Feb 01, 2004 12:29
hey yall, i just got home from my biffles house it was awesome. got soo fucked up, drank ALOT ALOT of some pretty hard stuff, and uhh.. smoked alot.. we went to my dads n stole money lol and went and bought weed. wow im a bad girl these days, i think my drug use is becoming a big problem. im so addicted that i have to steal from my own family.. wow.. no good, anyways.. it was alot of fun at julies except for the fact that ben and her brother were trying real hard to fuckin get in my pants..and touchin me and shit.. yeah.. i felt icky.
and im not a slut!!..tomorrow is the day i find out when im going to texas. .(boarding skewl) oh and get this, my friends cannot call or write me EVER!..how fucking lame is that shit?..and if you get out of control they give you hard labor or beat your ass with a paddle..wtf man?!..wow im sick.. and my tummy hurts a bitch. i never thought i would be listening to good charlotte, but i am.. the song hold on actually meens something to me. yeah laugh all you want but its true!!..its really sad, and to think ive tried to kill myself so many times.. whhhatever..im out. leave some.
xoxo-love-zoey. <3
P.S. FOR EVERYONES INFO YES I AM NOT MONICAS FRIEND SO STOP ASKING ME!! THANKS. <3 XXXOOO