Apr 02, 2006 17:41
I have been engaged for almost exactly one week and one day and do you know what I have to say about this-
Screw the "wedding" process...
Please note I do want to get married to my fiance, I love him dearly. I want to BE married, I just don't want to GET married.
How is that, after just a week of planning, I am soooo totally over it?
There a million different people to coordinate. I don't want to make anyone mad, I want everyone to be happy, somehow that means I have to be pissed off. I'm about ready to become bridezilla and just start bitching to get my way.
This is MY damn wedding.
Quit changing your fucking mind. Quit telling me "oh that would be nice" and then later "no, really, that's kind of weird". Quit calling me every two hours. Quit getting pissed when I don't answer. Quit turning me informal affair into a formal event. Just quit.
I'm over it. At this point, I could elope and it would only cost me $450.00 to get out of the things I've already paid for. I have my dress and more and more- a cliff in Hawaii is looking like the best place to do this thing.
And move to Missouri? Not if this keeps up.