[insert death march here]
School started last wednesday. And thus, my senior year has commenced. Hello to scholarship and college applications, goodbye to the days when I thought life was easy. Homework piles up quickly, and bites you in the ass so much faster than you ever expect. And from what I hear, in the blink of an eye, this year will be over. I'll be headed for college and that will be that. One chapter of my life will be closed and a new one will be ushering itself in without my even realizing what is happening. And I'm excited, I am. But if this year goes so fast, isn't it entirely plausible that I will miss something? Something big that, looking back, I should never have missed because it had such an impact? Sometimes, with the way the day disappears from underneath me, I feel like that will happen. That one day I'm going to wake up and realize a missed opportunity that I should have taken. It scares me, it really does. But then, I'm going to be experiencing so much this year, right? There will be all these new things that I've never had put on my plate before, and I'll get to savor them. But which ones to savor, and which ones to place in the filing cabinet for ruminating on at a later date? Sorting these things out is a skill I need to learn. Among study habits. Oh, dear heavens above I have realized in the past couple days that I need so much help when it comes to study habits. And life is not going to be easy if I don't form better ones. One thing I'm quickly realizing is that, above all else, I need to learn to NOTE TAKE while I READ! yeah. I suck at that. And I start my college humanities class tuesdays. It's only tuesdays and thursdays, but you know what that means, right? That means there is going to be a shit ton of reading in my future. I wonder if I'll ever finish breaking dawn. It's starting to seem as though I might not. Well, if I want any hope of awakening when my alarm sounds in the morning, I'd best be off.
P.S. ALLERGIES SUCK ASS. seriously. I'm so sick of them. g'night!