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There are so many aspects of Christmas that just suck and the day brings back a lot of not-so-fond memories. But there's just something about the day... I don't quite know how to describe it. It makes me grateful for the things I have (Yes I know that's suppose to be Thanksgiving.)
This past year so much has happened and I could have lost SO much, but I didn't. I've gained a lot even through bad decisions that I have made. And I got even closer to a friend than most people would have expected- and I have him saying that he wants to spend the rest of his life with me? And he's seen everything this past year and it hasn't been an easy ride either- and he still wants to. Part of me thinks he's just plain insane, but I really know that God just wanted to give me a really good christmas gift this year. I know I don't act like it all the time because I'm messed up sometimes, but I am so grateful. This boy, this friend- means everything to me.
So, Merry Christmas guys.
This past year so much has happened and I could have lost SO much, but I didn't. I've gained a lot even through bad decisions that I have made. And I got even closer to a friend than most people would have expected- and I have him saying that he wants to spend the rest of his life with me? And he's seen everything this past year and it hasn't been an easy ride either- and he still wants to. Part of me thinks he's just plain insane, but I really know that God just wanted to give me a really good christmas gift this year. I know I don't act like it all the time because I'm messed up sometimes, but I am so grateful. This boy, this friend- means everything to me.
So, Merry Christmas guys.