May 11, 2004 05:14
My worst "hang-up" has to be my fears. They come and go, but more often they like to stay. It seems no matter how much I'm proven to of God's love for me, his plans for me, I still mistrust him, afraid to walk on that water Peter did in the New Testament.
I timed my demise at just after four
So on went my disguise, my worry to ignore
Finding peace better than dread I put that one on too
Yet when fear fed my head, I put worry on anew
Coursing through this Mask of Nerves is the bloodline of Love
Breaking through my Masquerade, there he is God above
Rejection, loss, the mystery of the unknown
This costume of fright longs to be weathered, to be grown
Yet more so than before my one wish is to be
Adonai, please UnMask this fallen one, may your peace flee to me