Jan 09, 2007 22:15
"...if it's over, just remember what I told you, 'it was bound to happen so just keep moving on. There is no perfect end, there is no perfect ending.'"
Sometimes it's hard to know what's right and what's wrong. I'm not speaking ethically. I meanly literally, in life, what is the right thing to do and what is the wrong? With so many different paths to take, all of them leading to an unknown place more mysterious then the next, I find choosing is the hardest step. Some reason acceptance is not a problem. I think each path has the potential of being the right path but only if it was the path you wanted to take. Anyone can succeed at anything if they try. Anyone can fall in love with anyone else if enough time is given and if they both try. So, in the end, how do I know if I have taken the right path or not. With my current position it really feels like I've been on the wrong one for a few years, but when I stop and think I can see all of the reason why it was 100% right. So now I don't know what is right and what is wrong. What Was right and what Was wrong. Can I really just move on? Can I move on in any direction I choose? The question is so scary I dare not move at all. I've stopped looking at the light shining at the end of the road and the beautiful flowers on the side of the path, and instead I'm looking at the abyss underneath that I would fall into if the path were to crumble away. Or, heaven forbid, the vicious cacti that I could be thrown into if the path finds the evil in me and throws me to a painful fate among the thorns.
Maybe I should stop trying to plan my life and just live it instead. After all, since there is no perfect ending then perfection must be infinite. Just think about it.
I love you
all of you
-Thoughts' of Grant