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well... so much going on in the head but hard to get it all out on the livejournal
hmm so sweden is good... started school. first class was in swedish... had no clue what was going on except that it was physics and forces... switched out of that asap. now im in two good ones... which is nice.
it rains a whole lot here. every day i get soaked. it sucks. i like all my 'corridor mates' as they say. they are all pretty nice. hmm not much else to say about sweden...
hmm so the crew team is in shambles... it makes me sad bc its just bad for the team in general. especially bc emily wants to cox for the boys team... that kinda bothers me... dont really know why.
on another note... sometimes even though you think your completly over stuff... some things just make the feelings come back... and at the end of the summer right before i came back i thought i had finished everything by giving myself closure or trying to give myself closure... but something like a simple phrase can still bring some of the hurt back. i know its behind me and such... but i think its just one of those things that just dont go away... and even if you forget about it for a long time... and dont think about it... the next time you do it still slightly sucks. enough...
i hate when i meet a whole new group of people how its that akwardness all over again. i feel it hard to talk to lots of people here sometimes just like at home. sometimes i feel socially isolated and akward. but the worst of all is when people talk about family... that will never ever be void of akwardness and for that i am bitter.
hmm so sweden is good... started school. first class was in swedish... had no clue what was going on except that it was physics and forces... switched out of that asap. now im in two good ones... which is nice.
it rains a whole lot here. every day i get soaked. it sucks. i like all my 'corridor mates' as they say. they are all pretty nice. hmm not much else to say about sweden...
hmm so the crew team is in shambles... it makes me sad bc its just bad for the team in general. especially bc emily wants to cox for the boys team... that kinda bothers me... dont really know why.
on another note... sometimes even though you think your completly over stuff... some things just make the feelings come back... and at the end of the summer right before i came back i thought i had finished everything by giving myself closure or trying to give myself closure... but something like a simple phrase can still bring some of the hurt back. i know its behind me and such... but i think its just one of those things that just dont go away... and even if you forget about it for a long time... and dont think about it... the next time you do it still slightly sucks. enough...
i hate when i meet a whole new group of people how its that akwardness all over again. i feel it hard to talk to lots of people here sometimes just like at home. sometimes i feel socially isolated and akward. but the worst of all is when people talk about family... that will never ever be void of akwardness and for that i am bitter.