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Jun 24, 2006 02:47

im not doing to good right now. i knew i shouldnt have tried it. i have a very addictive personality so its so easy for me to get into shit.
i have tried all kinds of stuff in these past couple weeks. actually, just one thing that i would never do again. the worst drug ever. ive meet some cool people through some of my older friends.
task is jail now, thank goodness.
richard is in rehab and for those of you who want to write him letters ill give you the address. ive only written him twice since hes been gone. hes in rehab in texas for a month for meth. his dad put two 8 balls of coke in his room and his mom was sketched out that he was doing drugs so she called the cops to come raid his room and they found all that cocaine.
i know for a fact it wasnt his. hes not into that shit anymore and its really sad. it was in an envelope just sitting on his bed.
if he wasnt a minor im sure he could have gone to jail but he could have also filed a lawsuit or somethign against his dad and try to figure out where it came from.
i know for a fact he couldnt have bought it.
he doesnt have a job and he doesnt have $300, i know for a fact.
its good for him to go to rehab. cause he escaped from the aurora, the place in san bernadeno (or however you spell it).
im sad about monty too. his mom thought he was sniffing this cocking stuff that helps the base boards on the wall wall stick cause he had it in his room and made him go but he was just fixing his bong. shes a teaker herself and his grandma caught him smoking weed so she made him live with her and she is fucking nuts. he jsut got out of rehab from the place where richard escaped and he slept int the same bed. he found all these notes and stuff cause richard made alot of friends there. but monty thinks that richard is gonna kill himself. and they were best freinds for so long. all the people at aroura said that he was gonna kill himself if he had to go there too.
i just hope i dont get caught cause my dad already has a suspision that i smoke weed and he would kick me out for sure. my mom doesnt care. but i dont actually smoke anymore. but i did. weed just makes me tired so i dont like it. i like uppers now. and i only do one drug and i think my mom knows, not exactly what i do but shes suspicious for sure. i cant save money anymore cause i spend it all on drugs. i wish i could stop but its like any drugs. the high is so good you feel like you need it.
and i have been hanging out with some of tasks friends and they do drugs(ecsept for one of them cause the dea raided his house so he stopped) but they are all chill people.
i dont knwo why i told you guys all this shit. im pretty sure you guys are all gonna talk to all your friends about it but its my life and when i come back from oregon, if i really end up moving, then ill be clean.
no worries.
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