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I know I've been complaining a lot and going on and on about the weather, but no one is around to listen, and this is all I've got right now.
The absence of sunshine and abundance of cold air is ripping me apart, and I feel like a big ball of lazy, depressed mess that complains and sleeps too much. Getting out of bed is a chore, going to sleep at night is a chore, and the endless tangles of workschoolworkworkwork are draining my entire body, but mostly my heart.
I feel like I keep posting the same entries over and over and over again, but right now, this is all I am. Tired.
I cannot believe it's February already. I'm so scared to graduate, and I need to catch up on things in my life. I have so much to do and no time to do it, and I really feel like I've fucked my life up this time. On the plus side, spring will be here soon.
I'm too lazy to do any homework, and I've been so behind on my classes and my life and everything and it all just makes me want to cry.
School was cancelled today because it's too cold, and I'm so glad even though I have to work tomorrow.
On a lighter note, Of Montreal and Andrew Bird both have new albums out/due out, and I'm so excited because I illegally downloaded them and they are fantastic.
Am I the only one who stays in her pajamas all day and sleeps every afternoon away? I really need to go to the doctor's office or something because I'm so exhausted that I can't even think straight and I feel like doing absolutely nothing but sleep and watch tv. I don't even read anymore! It's awful. I'm too lazy to be bothered with much of anything, and it's making me really depressed, but then someone said that the reason I feel like doing absolutely nothing may be BECAUSE I am depressed, not that I'm depressed because I don't feel like doing anything. Anyway, it's a big stupid cycle and I'm going to sleep all day tomorrow and get nothing accomplished and be miserable. It's so pathetic because I can't even stand doing things that I like to do like reading and making nice things and looking for new bands to listen to or even play video games. All that I really want to do is sleep and sit around and sleep more.
Good night.
The absence of sunshine and abundance of cold air is ripping me apart, and I feel like a big ball of lazy, depressed mess that complains and sleeps too much. Getting out of bed is a chore, going to sleep at night is a chore, and the endless tangles of workschoolworkworkwork are draining my entire body, but mostly my heart.
I feel like I keep posting the same entries over and over and over again, but right now, this is all I am. Tired.
I cannot believe it's February already. I'm so scared to graduate, and I need to catch up on things in my life. I have so much to do and no time to do it, and I really feel like I've fucked my life up this time. On the plus side, spring will be here soon.
I'm too lazy to do any homework, and I've been so behind on my classes and my life and everything and it all just makes me want to cry.
School was cancelled today because it's too cold, and I'm so glad even though I have to work tomorrow.
On a lighter note, Of Montreal and Andrew Bird both have new albums out/due out, and I'm so excited because I illegally downloaded them and they are fantastic.
Am I the only one who stays in her pajamas all day and sleeps every afternoon away? I really need to go to the doctor's office or something because I'm so exhausted that I can't even think straight and I feel like doing absolutely nothing but sleep and watch tv. I don't even read anymore! It's awful. I'm too lazy to be bothered with much of anything, and it's making me really depressed, but then someone said that the reason I feel like doing absolutely nothing may be BECAUSE I am depressed, not that I'm depressed because I don't feel like doing anything. Anyway, it's a big stupid cycle and I'm going to sleep all day tomorrow and get nothing accomplished and be miserable. It's so pathetic because I can't even stand doing things that I like to do like reading and making nice things and looking for new bands to listen to or even play video games. All that I really want to do is sleep and sit around and sleep more.
Good night.