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[constantinex]

hi. I stole this off of someones myspace. and its cute. and true. <3.

somewhere between the procrastination
the homework, the friendships,
the phone calls, the 'What are we doing tonight?'s
the 'I miss you's
and the 'I love you's
somewhere between all of the changing and growing
the skipping classes, the studying for tests
and the pretending to be studying for tests,
and the downright not studying for tests, I forgot...
I forgot what it meant to cry
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy
I forgot that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart
and that pretending to be okay doesn't make you okay
I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future
I forgot that you can't control falling in love
and that you can't make yourself fall in love
I learned that I can love
I learned that it's ok to mess up.
and its ok to ask for help
and its ok to feel like crap
and to complain and whine to your friends for a whole day
and that somehow they'll make it all better
I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have
I learned that sometimes the things we forgive and forget
are the things which we most need to talk out
I learned that the greatest thing about high school
isn't whos the most popular, or parties or drinking or hookups
It's the friendships

yayyy I love my friends :)