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Well ~> everything sucked ass today...(and part of yesterday so I suppose it just had an early start...) Had to repeirce my nose, which hurt like a fucking bitch because it was with a blunt nose ring that was curved to make things that much harder. Looked forward to talking with Kyle and Andrea while watching the Real World...because it used to be our thing, but both ditched out on me...I'm not mad about it, just sad because I am realizing how things aren't going to go back to our summer days...but such is life...
Then today, I had a quiz, wasn't bad ~> just stressful. All my classes but Psychology are boring as all hell and I can barely stay awake... I randomly lost a pair of blue jeans...don't know how, but they are seriously no where in my room. Lost my fucking cell phone... fucked up my other leg, yeah go figure... sucked ass at practice...MAJOR ASS... got hung up on by my dad when I called home...and found out that the one big thing I have been looking forward to for over a week is probably not going to happen anymore and even though it's not my fault I am going to get yelled at for it majorly...I hate letting people down and it seems like that;s all I have been doing with this one...I just want to cry...or punch something...or run...but I'm not allowed to run, there is nothing to punch without risking getting thrown out of here, and I hate crying...so what the fuck am I supposed to do?
Then today, I had a quiz, wasn't bad ~> just stressful. All my classes but Psychology are boring as all hell and I can barely stay awake... I randomly lost a pair of blue jeans...don't know how, but they are seriously no where in my room. Lost my fucking cell phone... fucked up my other leg, yeah go figure... sucked ass at practice...MAJOR ASS... got hung up on by my dad when I called home...and found out that the one big thing I have been looking forward to for over a week is probably not going to happen anymore and even though it's not my fault I am going to get yelled at for it majorly...I hate letting people down and it seems like that;s all I have been doing with this one...I just want to cry...or punch something...or run...but I'm not allowed to run, there is nothing to punch without risking getting thrown out of here, and I hate crying...so what the fuck am I supposed to do?