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so after waking up at 12:20 today and furious at myself for over sleeping [it makes me feel like a pathetic bum regardless of teh fact that i only slept like nine hours and slept only four and a half the night before] i went to teh library and have been here ever since. i am a motherfucking party monester.
yesterday was full of sunshine and pleasentries regardless of some internal dramas going on. i just hope that everyone can be happy and productive and i dont want to be forved to take sides on any issues or clean anything up. i am rather roud of myself foor avoiding any freakouts thus far, when i feel them stirring i am able to calm myself out of them.
my attempt to quit smoking is failing and i have decided that after fall break I will try it with a greater sense of urgency.
I miss some people and places from home even more than I did last year. the whole in my heart for cedric is getting bigger and bigger, I really do not know how to exsist with out an animal compainion. I may get my own dog next summer, which would be all sorts of amazing.
i have joined the swim team and am really enjoying it, despite the fact that coach wants to completely revamp my entire style of swimming. but I cant beat an intense hour and a half long work out five days a week.
yesterday was full of sunshine and pleasentries regardless of some internal dramas going on. i just hope that everyone can be happy and productive and i dont want to be forved to take sides on any issues or clean anything up. i am rather roud of myself foor avoiding any freakouts thus far, when i feel them stirring i am able to calm myself out of them.
my attempt to quit smoking is failing and i have decided that after fall break I will try it with a greater sense of urgency.
I miss some people and places from home even more than I did last year. the whole in my heart for cedric is getting bigger and bigger, I really do not know how to exsist with out an animal compainion. I may get my own dog next summer, which would be all sorts of amazing.
i have joined the swim team and am really enjoying it, despite the fact that coach wants to completely revamp my entire style of swimming. but I cant beat an intense hour and a half long work out five days a week.