Taking on the world's problems
There was a time I used to just be able to just not take on other people's stuff as my own. With everything feeling so out of control in the past year - I find myself struggling with control and starting to assert control where I have no business trying to assert control. Other people's crap is not my place.
I am feeling SO out of control of my own life... my own body revolted... the ankle injury... I tweaked my OTHER foot doing something yesterday... my finances seem out of control.. my food intake and diet is way beyond out of control... I am just so stupidly frustrated with just about everything.
And I want to fix it all right now and can't because seriously... its all too much for one time.. and that gets me even MORE frustrated.
Its like this evil stupid merry go round and I cant get off of it.. I feel like the queen of self-sabotage.
I know what I need to do.. babysteps...
I am feeling SO out of control of my own life... my own body revolted... the ankle injury... I tweaked my OTHER foot doing something yesterday... my finances seem out of control.. my food intake and diet is way beyond out of control... I am just so stupidly frustrated with just about everything.
And I want to fix it all right now and can't because seriously... its all too much for one time.. and that gets me even MORE frustrated.
Its like this evil stupid merry go round and I cant get off of it.. I feel like the queen of self-sabotage.
I know what I need to do.. babysteps...