I've been brought to a new low...

[conspectus]

And I'm only sinking lower.

Father of mine
Tell me where did you go
You had the world inside your hand
But you did not seem to know
Father of mine
Tell me what do you see
When you look back at your wasted life
And you don’t see me

I will never be safe
I will never be sane
I will always be weird inside
I will always be lame

Always,
The second rate bastard child.