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Had a superfun time at House of D last night. Rollinsford is a hoot! :-p
Got depressed today.
Frustration, I guess, impatience.
Been in a serious relationship for over two years now, and I still feel it is unaccepted by my mother and sister.
Going to be twenty years old this year, still don't have any means to get a car, aka, any ounce of freedom.
Have chance to go to "the mother country," Ireland this summer. Supposed to fly into Shannon a week or so before my birthday. I fear I will be unable to go and stay at home with the dog while my family goes.
I don't like January. I mean, it's not bad, the snow is pretty. But it lasts for so long. I miss Plymouth, haha, I almost miss my residents;)
I feel I shouldn't be complaining, however. I weigh less than I thought, I've only been sick once this winter. I'm with the man I plan on marrying(yes, that is right). My mother is happy with her life, and my sister is almost out of high school and into god knows what. I met my father. The Phantom of the Opera will be in a theater near me on the 21st. My natural hair color turned out to be pretty. I'm going to buy myself a subscription to Oprah's magazine. My dog is a sweetheart, my cat can be if she damn well pleases.
Gerard is great. I'm so grateful that once we got past the infatuation, then past the falling in love, onto a relationship, that we stuck together. We have love. We care deeply for each other, our priorities and wants in life go together. We can fight like hell, but we've never gone more then a few hours without regretting it and making up. We don't always want to be around each other, but we do most of the time. We prefer each other's company, but we can be happy not being together constantly. I'm so lucky to be with my friggin high school sweetheart, and have made it into an adult relationship, even if sometimes it was rocky on the way!
Fabulous.
I love that this entry started out unhappy and ended up like this!:)
Got depressed today.
Frustration, I guess, impatience.
Been in a serious relationship for over two years now, and I still feel it is unaccepted by my mother and sister.
Going to be twenty years old this year, still don't have any means to get a car, aka, any ounce of freedom.
Have chance to go to "the mother country," Ireland this summer. Supposed to fly into Shannon a week or so before my birthday. I fear I will be unable to go and stay at home with the dog while my family goes.
I don't like January. I mean, it's not bad, the snow is pretty. But it lasts for so long. I miss Plymouth, haha, I almost miss my residents;)
I feel I shouldn't be complaining, however. I weigh less than I thought, I've only been sick once this winter. I'm with the man I plan on marrying(yes, that is right). My mother is happy with her life, and my sister is almost out of high school and into god knows what. I met my father. The Phantom of the Opera will be in a theater near me on the 21st. My natural hair color turned out to be pretty. I'm going to buy myself a subscription to Oprah's magazine. My dog is a sweetheart, my cat can be if she damn well pleases.
Gerard is great. I'm so grateful that once we got past the infatuation, then past the falling in love, onto a relationship, that we stuck together. We have love. We care deeply for each other, our priorities and wants in life go together. We can fight like hell, but we've never gone more then a few hours without regretting it and making up. We don't always want to be around each other, but we do most of the time. We prefer each other's company, but we can be happy not being together constantly. I'm so lucky to be with my friggin high school sweetheart, and have made it into an adult relationship, even if sometimes it was rocky on the way!
Fabulous.
I love that this entry started out unhappy and ended up like this!:)