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Okay, so I feel neglected.
Is is because he is neglecting me, or am I neglecting myself?
Or is it even just the lack of the care home provides, the unwavering love of my dog, the bond I share with my family, the odd affections of my cat.
Sometimes I have conflicting opinions, and I don't know which I truely adhere to.
Is my pessimism rooted in some truth, or in paranoia?
Am I cutting myself off from feeling?
Or am I holding on?
I feel muddled.
Is is because he is neglecting me, or am I neglecting myself?
Or is it even just the lack of the care home provides, the unwavering love of my dog, the bond I share with my family, the odd affections of my cat.
Sometimes I have conflicting opinions, and I don't know which I truely adhere to.
Is my pessimism rooted in some truth, or in paranoia?
Am I cutting myself off from feeling?
Or am I holding on?
I feel muddled.