Tough duck...
Training is way harder than I thought it would be.
I have to wake up early and am busy all day, and far into the evening.
I feel like there is always more to get done, and I find it very hard to relax.
Nighttime is rough, because I am worn out but restless, and it is then that I realize I wish I was home.
I feel empty and sad at night, because it is so quiet.
I have no dog or cat, my sister isn't down the hall, my mom isn't reading in the living room.
I sleep in a loft, I miss being close to the floor.
Sure my room is pretty big, but nobody to be in it with me makes it seem huge.
I miss Gerard so much it hurts. I know, it's been a few days, but since christmas I haven't gone more than a day without him. Talking to him before bed makes it easier to go to sleep, but i can't always do that.
Thankfully, my Gerard is a goddamn angel, and he sent my stuffed duck up here to keep me company.
I want to laugh long and hard, hug deeply, kiss softly, and be glad to be where I am.
Forget finals week, I wish I had a care package NOW.
I have to wake up early and am busy all day, and far into the evening.
I feel like there is always more to get done, and I find it very hard to relax.
Nighttime is rough, because I am worn out but restless, and it is then that I realize I wish I was home.
I feel empty and sad at night, because it is so quiet.
I have no dog or cat, my sister isn't down the hall, my mom isn't reading in the living room.
I sleep in a loft, I miss being close to the floor.
Sure my room is pretty big, but nobody to be in it with me makes it seem huge.
I miss Gerard so much it hurts. I know, it's been a few days, but since christmas I haven't gone more than a day without him. Talking to him before bed makes it easier to go to sleep, but i can't always do that.
Thankfully, my Gerard is a goddamn angel, and he sent my stuffed duck up here to keep me company.
I want to laugh long and hard, hug deeply, kiss softly, and be glad to be where I am.
Forget finals week, I wish I had a care package NOW.