We're just like dynamite...blowin' up all night
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The way he fills me, presses into me and stops this aching that I have inside me. Even if it's for a moment it's just what I need, what I crave right now.
"God... yeah, like that..." I rock my hips slowly and with determined movements against his hips, feeling him gasp and arch with each circle of my hips. Nothing about this ( Read more... )
The way he fills me, presses into me and stops this aching that I have inside me. Even if it's for a moment it's just what I need, what I crave right now.
"God... yeah, like that..." I rock my hips slowly and with determined movements against his hips, feeling him gasp and arch with each circle of my hips. Nothing about this ( Read more... )
He smiles and I can't help but laugh. He puts me at ease even if he doesn't realize it. It's nice. I'm just glad that... I'm not sure exactly what it is, but I'm slightly happy how the night turned out; things could have gotten a whole lot worse. "I still feel bad," I muttered, watching as he sat down, the scent of his aftershave still lingering and the urge to bury my face in his neck...
"Go on and drink it, Tara. Nothing I haven't seen before. Unless... it's okay, isn't it?"
A small smile curves the corner of my lips and I nod. "I just...doesn't feel comfortable at all to be honest. Even if you weren't here." I reached over and pulled a straw from the end of the counter. I could attempt to control the cravings if I didn't bring the cup to my lips, I knew the second that I did that I would change face and swallow it down and causing a big mess.
Sipping from the straw I heard my stomach growl, I knew Lindsey did too. "Sorry," I murmured, running my fingers through my hair and sighing heavily. "I just...it's like I'm hungry and I know what I want..." I paused and looked at him. "Like, real food, hamburgers, pasta...everything. But I know that's not what I need..." My voice broke and I looked away, hating this torn feeling because I felt like I had two people living inside me and they both wanted something different. I wasn't sure what I wanted anymore.
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McDonald, you are not thinking fuzzy thoughts about the vampire that just tried to have you for dinner!
She takes a delicate little sip, obviously fighting back the monster, the telltale sheen of gold hunger just barely glimmering in her eyes.
"I just...it's like I'm hungry and I know what I want... Like, real food, hamburgers, pasta...everything. But I know that's not what I need..."
"There was this girl I knew," I begin quietly, rummaging behind the counter and giving her a moment of privacy to take another sip, "Well... a girl who used to be a vampire. Long story." Aha. Knew we had some of these back here somewhere. "The way she used to look at me sometimes, it made me think she still craved it, even as a human. Even with a soul."
Unfolding my prize, I lean over with a grin and a wink, and hang the little paper umbrella on the side of her glass. If the sight of the blood itself is bothering her, that'll help a little bit at least.
"But you... you're fighting it. You're stronger than you think." I shake my head, still a little bit amazed. "And if you're willing to fight it until we get this figured out, well then I'm willing to help you, Tara. As long as it takes."
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Lindsey moves around the bar and pulls out an umbrella to put in my drink, I can't help but giggle slightly at his attempt and I take another long sip to quell the demon inside into a quiet lull.
"But you... you're fighting it. You're stronger than you think. And if you're willing to fight it until we get this figured out, well then I'm willing to help you, Tara. As long as it takes."
I look at him and find myself studyng him, wondering what his problem was and exactly why he wanted to help me, I couldn't figure it out. I think that's what fasinated me about Lindsey was that I couldn't, he was a constant mystery at every turn.
A small smile crossed my lips and I leaned into him, bringing my face closer to his as my eyes studied his features. "You fasinate me." I lightly brushed my lips over his before I realized it and I started to pull back, darting my eyes down and looking away.
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