when everything is wrong...move along...just to make it through....

[conservativegrl]

Alright lets see...today I actually went to practice and Bradstreet had me swim in lane 1 with 2 little kids. And honestly I liked it hahaha I could go the pace I wanted and swim the sets on a good pace. I so suck at swimming right now. haha Im so slow and it feels like blah. but anywhoo..i went to allisons house for her x-mas party and i got to play ping pong which was fun. haha I havent played it in a long time so I pretty much sucked. ummmm yeah and their was food...and food and I are friends so that was nice. We watched the Day after Tomorrow..and I got to drool over jake gyllenhall or however u spell his last name. And I kept saying people should make love to keep warm. haha make love...good times.

But i'm in a mood where I just have questions going through my mind. With stuff i wish i did, things i wish i didnt quit, things i wish i hadnt said and stuff I wish I could just do. And stuff where I just dont understand. I wish I could just live in one moment of my life where I was happy...then I would never be unhappy. Then again I might get bored. haha

I dont know...I just wish things were different and I wish I wasnt always brought down by people and words. And I wish people would just stop hurting me. yeah...that would be nice.

***friends are like stars...they come and go...but the ones that stay...are the ones that glow.***

Brittany Ann