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Oct 10, 2006 04:54

so ive done alot of thinking these past two weeks, about the mistakes that i have made here, and its not so much a mistake, its kinda like a big learning experience. so, we all know me and i love kissing boys and making out with people, and lets just say i've done a VERY good job on that aspect of life. ive done my share of messing around, but about 2 weeks ago i slept with my roomates brother. anybody for raising the awkward level? oh yeah, thats right, cause i did. it was a total 2-weekend fling and seriously i thought i was gunna get somemore this past weekend, well i was wrong, i was totally denied and like a drunk idiot i freaked out and now he thinks i am insane. how do i know this, well, because, he told me, in a text message, after i sent him THREE. do i remember sending any text message? nope. good job katie.

well, now we just kinda look at each other and say hey, its cool i guess, doesnt really bother me, im slowly just realizing that i need to get over it. i like getting over things. the quicker you do, the faster you can move on. its just difficult cause i cant rant to my roomate about him, its HER brother and makes it a little difficult, but i have others i can go run to. like brittany, she slept with another guy in that frat and we're pretty much in the same boat, minus the fact that its not her roomates brother.

the girls that i have become really good friends with are people i really hope iknow for the rest of my life. they are amazing and seriously understand what i am going through and are amazing people to just talk to. we all have a respect for each other and its so easy to just sit around and make fun of each other. its nice to know these people really care about you and arent into the high school bullshit that i am so totally over.

i feel so great here. its like this whole new big learning experience, and i cant wait to learn somemore.

loooo0ve
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