damn
well , im sitting at home , with nothing to do , i wanted to see sara tonight , i have half the day off tommorow , because i need a new ID , and social security card , but apparently i cant take the WHOLE day off and spend it with my fucking girlfriend and still get my shit and go in to work tommorow...
i feel so bland...
and depressionis starting to set in because i never get to see any of my friends anymore...and most importantly , i never get to see my girlfriend anymore...
i didnt even get to see her on our six month anniversary...
i just fear im going to be stuck in that damn job forever , with no friends...nothing...im just all around afraid im failing in everything...
i dont know...i just feel im working too much , and i dont get too see the people most important too me anymore...
im not being fair to anyone...
i dont know , maybe im just crazy...
i should be happy , and everything about my life outside of work makes me happy...but when sunday hits , depression starts again...
who knows...
i feel so bland...
and depressionis starting to set in because i never get to see any of my friends anymore...and most importantly , i never get to see my girlfriend anymore...
i didnt even get to see her on our six month anniversary...
i just fear im going to be stuck in that damn job forever , with no friends...nothing...im just all around afraid im failing in everything...
i dont know...i just feel im working too much , and i dont get too see the people most important too me anymore...
im not being fair to anyone...
i dont know , maybe im just crazy...
i should be happy , and everything about my life outside of work makes me happy...but when sunday hits , depression starts again...
who knows...