Hierarchy of Needs
Continuing on the topic of Hierarchy of Needs, do I need to be in a relationship.
Given that I am growing older and older, one may think that I am looking for a relationship.
First, as much as I imagine to be in a relationship and being loved, this is just me imagining.
Most of the them I feel very bored.
What am I bored of?
Bored of the world. Bored that the world feel so cold.
Sometimes I just don't want to feel.
But sometimes, some little thing does make me feel.
Just like watch the movie Hachiko.
Damn it, tears start to flow again.
Haha. No it did not pour.
I may be playful at times and can be childish as well. Look I am 30 already but I am just being playful.
I laugh and joke when things get difficult even during my gym training session.
I complain a lot as well but then it is plain stupidity of people that I really hate.
It just bored me to death.
So do I need a relationship?
It is a good to have thing but not entirely necessary.
I am just afraid of boredom.
I need to be engage at a different level from most people.
Maybe I am self-centre for all that I care of.
I try my best to listen and hear but just don't bored me to death.
I am pretty happy with my life and I don't need it to mess out.
Conclusion is, I will get into a relationship if and when I feel a need or if I want to.
I do not like to say things I don't mean it.
When I say things jokingly, that is I am laughing and grinning away, that means I don't mean it.
But when I say things in a straight and serious face, I will really mean what I say.
I love just about everything but if I am to form a special bond with someone, it will really be a lifetime thing. Just like Hachiko did.
Thus I am very protective of myself by nature.
Particularly when such type of bond is also something that I have been rejecting and cutting since young.
Never mind, just additional blabbering from an eccentric.
Given that I am growing older and older, one may think that I am looking for a relationship.
First, as much as I imagine to be in a relationship and being loved, this is just me imagining.
Most of the them I feel very bored.
What am I bored of?
Bored of the world. Bored that the world feel so cold.
Sometimes I just don't want to feel.
But sometimes, some little thing does make me feel.
Just like watch the movie Hachiko.
Damn it, tears start to flow again.
Haha. No it did not pour.
I may be playful at times and can be childish as well. Look I am 30 already but I am just being playful.
I laugh and joke when things get difficult even during my gym training session.
I complain a lot as well but then it is plain stupidity of people that I really hate.
It just bored me to death.
So do I need a relationship?
It is a good to have thing but not entirely necessary.
I am just afraid of boredom.
I need to be engage at a different level from most people.
Maybe I am self-centre for all that I care of.
I try my best to listen and hear but just don't bored me to death.
I am pretty happy with my life and I don't need it to mess out.
Conclusion is, I will get into a relationship if and when I feel a need or if I want to.
I do not like to say things I don't mean it.
When I say things jokingly, that is I am laughing and grinning away, that means I don't mean it.
But when I say things in a straight and serious face, I will really mean what I say.
I love just about everything but if I am to form a special bond with someone, it will really be a lifetime thing. Just like Hachiko did.
Thus I am very protective of myself by nature.
Particularly when such type of bond is also something that I have been rejecting and cutting since young.
Never mind, just additional blabbering from an eccentric.