019. Kazuki...
My soul to the devil, but do I ever wish you remembered me. Please don't think I am a deceitful man. It's hard for me to write these words. There isn't a single moment I can be alone with you, since Byakuya-san seems intent upon not leaving your side. But I must let you become aware of my feelings. Believe me; reach into your heart, your soul and listen to whatever it may whisper, because it will tell you that I love you, that I am exhausted with relief that you're safe. But I am sad... that you don't remember me, nor recall my face. This will not stop me from showing you every ounce of my affection, reserved only for you...
This is ... difficult for me to say, but God, will I say it thrice over if it means that you'll remember me, and everything I shared for you...
I hope that you read this... in the hope that... someday, you will look upon my face and know my love is as deep, if not deeper, for you than the quiet heartbeat of this universe.
......I am so tired....
-Haji