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[connoroberst]

Dover Beach

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[katherineheigl]

Fight back the impulse turn my head and close my eyes. Spending these nights awake and cold and paralyzed.. wonder how we got this far and never realized the common thread that binds our lives.. and I know you hurt, and I can help you if you can take my hand, and we'll live inside the dreams we left behind. Take my hand as we move from this place to a better life. take my hand... fight back the feelings that you alwsy could deny, anything but everything we know is just a lie.. As I cremate this memory and watch the darkened ashes rise.. and beneath the smoke I'll stand and ask you if you can take my hand and I'll promise not to ever let it go. Take my hand, 'cause it's something greather than you'll ever know. Take my hand and this is all I'll ever ask of you to show.

[katherineheigl]

alwsy = always. How I didn't catch that is beyond me.

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[connoroberst]

you're everything I could ever ask for

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[katherineheigl]

*shakes her head* You underestimate yourself, Conor. You deserve better. I'm weak.

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[connoroberst]

shhh..don't say such things or you'll believe them. I don't want you believing lies.

[katherineheigl]

I already believe them... maybe lies are more comforting than the truth.

I feel like I'm bringing you down.

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[connoroberst]

but you aren't! kathy, love is real and when its real it doesn't quit. They may say its love but some times it just is false...

And I love you and that is real. Please don't give in. I need you.

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[katherineheigl]

Conor, I love you and need you too... I'm just.. confused. Worried. You'll get sick of me after a while, I'm sure of it.

And then I'll be ruined.

[connoroberst]

Please don't say that I will, Kathy, Please don't.

I'll never be sick of you...Its just the worry speaking. Past experences haven't been so good and those are what train us for the future. I'm hoping to make a past experence thats soemthing posative.

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[katherineheigl]

*sighs* I love you.