Mar 03, 2003 23:43
This world is not enough
I've been hiding from you all, nursing my drug habbit in the dark of my room, but soon I will have to come out and bare my soul for the masses.
Its so crazy, life is so crazy. I'm so scared.
I'm so scared that someday I'm just going to crash. I never worked for any of this and I got it all...If I promise not to hurt you will you let me go away?
And sometimes I feel lonely, even though theres a thousand people there for me. I feel lonely all the time
I've developed this stress reaction in which I throw up when I'm scared, I hope I don't go on stage and throw up onto the people. I guess it stems from those drunken headrushes, bathroom floors have become familiar to me in all fifty states, and thirty different countries.
(Please someone save me.)