Fuck this livejournal.
Well, folks, since this is pretty much the sole communication I have with most of you, I guess I should write a few things here to let you guys know I'm alive and that I'm not homeless (yet.)
My visit with Matthew has come and gone, of course. It was amazing as always. I still can't believe it has already passed. And the 48 hours that followed his early morning departure were the most miserable of my life. Everywhere I looked he should have been.... things like seeing his stuff gone from the counter in my bathroom, his clothes gone from my closet, his air mattress not being on the living room floor anymore... every thought of him hurt. Slowly we're getting used to the living-by-phone calls routine again, but we parted with a renewed sense of commitment to getting him moved down here this December after the end of the semester.
Anyway, that has passed, moving ahead.... I have begun violin lessons and I start college on the 24th, strangely placed in the middle of the week. I'd be looking forward to this a lot more if I could take the bus, however, it seems this part of town would be appalled by the filthy public transportation coming close enough for me to utilize it. So I have to drive all the way across town and back 4 days a week.
Eventually you guys will see pictures of the stuff I have sewn to decorate my room. Maybe.
Bye for now, everyone.
My visit with Matthew has come and gone, of course. It was amazing as always. I still can't believe it has already passed. And the 48 hours that followed his early morning departure were the most miserable of my life. Everywhere I looked he should have been.... things like seeing his stuff gone from the counter in my bathroom, his clothes gone from my closet, his air mattress not being on the living room floor anymore... every thought of him hurt. Slowly we're getting used to the living-by-phone calls routine again, but we parted with a renewed sense of commitment to getting him moved down here this December after the end of the semester.
Anyway, that has passed, moving ahead.... I have begun violin lessons and I start college on the 24th, strangely placed in the middle of the week. I'd be looking forward to this a lot more if I could take the bus, however, it seems this part of town would be appalled by the filthy public transportation coming close enough for me to utilize it. So I have to drive all the way across town and back 4 days a week.
Eventually you guys will see pictures of the stuff I have sewn to decorate my room. Maybe.
Bye for now, everyone.