the one with the people
people often say things that just confuse me.
and i wish they wouldn't.
I wish people would just say what they mean.
I can't really complain, it's not like they're saying things to me. but they're saying them in general. and it just bugs me.
because these confusing things could get my hopes up. and i can't afford to do that.
because in my heart of hearts I know that it's completely pointless.
that being said. I'm not going to get my hopes up. at all. I'm tired of being let down. I will not let myself be all icky and sad about whatever happens.
which I say, but we all know I will.
Why are my posts recently so uplifting?
i don't like to be angry with the world.
really.
it just makes life complicated. Life would be easier if I could be happy.
and i can be. but people make it hard for me.
Maybe I'll be a hermit.
*sigh and double sigh*
me
and i wish they wouldn't.
I wish people would just say what they mean.
I can't really complain, it's not like they're saying things to me. but they're saying them in general. and it just bugs me.
because these confusing things could get my hopes up. and i can't afford to do that.
because in my heart of hearts I know that it's completely pointless.
that being said. I'm not going to get my hopes up. at all. I'm tired of being let down. I will not let myself be all icky and sad about whatever happens.
which I say, but we all know I will.
Why are my posts recently so uplifting?
i don't like to be angry with the world.
really.
it just makes life complicated. Life would be easier if I could be happy.
and i can be. but people make it hard for me.
Maybe I'll be a hermit.
*sigh and double sigh*
me