Bela... we barley knew you
I can't believe it's been a month since I've last posted- I hate when life gets in the way like that- but I watched Supernatural last night and I couldn't not post.
Oh my goodness, what an episode. Last night was the first episode in a while where I actually had to turn my head away or where the sound effects were giving me chills; good job Kripke!
I must say that Kripke was right, by the end of the episode I did feel for Bela's character and now that she's gone I almost wish she wasn't. If only TPTB had thought her character through more, if only they had told us what had happened to her before. I understand that the big shocked was the ending where it's relieved that she also made a deal with the demon but would it have killed TPTB to have told us that she's been sexually abused by her father sooner? I mean in ‘Red sky at Morning’ they could have mentioned it- we could have found out that she killed her father because he was molesting her; it would have been understandable and her deal wouldn't have even had to have been mentioned.
It was a nice way to send her off though and my heart broke for Dean because if there is one thing Dean hates its women in trouble. Especially crying women and Bela was so damaged that saving her would have been a top priority for Dean if she had just let him in.
Bela would have been a interesting character to explore further if TPTB had given us something juicy to work with instead of making her very 1 dimensional and saving the character development till the end.
But seriously, who didn't call that she was connected to the CRD in some way? And by the end, with the creepy little red-eyed girl who didn't know that the demon that boys need to kill is Lilith?
Ruby has a lot to explain because is she tried pretending she didn't know that, Dean is going to kill her.
But Ruby rocks so I'm hoping Dean decided to have hot hate sex with her instead (*ducking for all the Sam/Ruby fans now trying to kill me*).
Back to the boy’s now- the scene where they split up in heartbreaking- it's so telling of what is to come. And when Dean let Sam go by himself, turned in the doorway and told him to be careful I wanted to cry because Dean knows that three weeks is not a lot of time and in three weeks Sam will be by himself. Dean is like a father learning to let his child go and it's hard for Dean to except his fate.
Hell scares Dean, and the thought of turning into the kind of thing he spent his whole live killing it most or less his worst nightmare... that and leaving Sam.
All I have to say is that Bobby had better make it through because without Dean, Sammy is going to need some type of center and Bobby is all he really has.
Have I mentioned that I miss Ellen? Because I miss Ellen something fierce.
I loved this episode, I love how hard Dean is holding onto his humanity even if he may be giving up his life- it's such a Dean Winchester thing to do- John would be proud. But Sam is the youngest, and he idolizes his brother and it's worrisome that without Dean, Sam will because cold and lost and a killer- not a hunter- but a killer. I have a feeling that if Sam starts becoming dark, that Dean will actually fight his way out of hell to give his little brother a backhand.
Maybe instead of trying to get out of the deal that two of them should use the time they have left to find a way to get Dean out of hell once he dies; ask Ruby, I'm sure she could help.
I can't wait till next week but I really don't know what I'm going to do without my boys for the rest of the summer!
Anyway in other news I passed all my classes with Bs or higher- I must say I'm proud of me!