May 19, 2006 17:21
ok well, so i met this new guy. hes really nice. almost too nice. met him on myspace, and thats not very good i dont think. he got really attached very fast. hes already told me he loved me even though i told him i wasnt ready to say that. i honestly think i dont feel that much for him, although hes a really good guy and all. he just makes me worry. im so confused. i mean i havent even met this guy yet and things are moving way too fast. i dont love him, but i think in time i might.i tell him not to take things too fast like he is and dont get attached, but he says that not possible. my gut is telling me to get out of this fast, but im afraid of what that might do to him. hes already told me that he cant lose what he truly cares for. starting to sound really creepy doesnt it? i think so. but i dont think he knows i think that. i got kinda mad today. about what he was saying and what i was feeling, it just doesnt match up. and thats weird.
i dont know. im confused. but i have to admit. this just proves to me that there are other guys out there. and takes my mind off of the hard times. thats good i guess.
just some thoughts i needed to get out.
sorry if its so confusing.
♥ Elizabeth