Life is very fair, sooner or later it breaks everyones heart -french proverb
i cant believe he lied to me, a best friend would never do that even more a first "love". im so hurt, but im beginning to ice over. im beginning to not to care anymore. i told him what i thought about it all and i told him i wanted him to die and his girlfriend. i dont care what they think. no one lies to me like that and gets away from it. thats just not possible, im sorry.i gave him the link to this and i want him to read it. he probably wont though. oh well, its more for me, not him. i need someone to care, i mean really care and not judge me for what i think. or what i want to do to get revenge to make myself feel better. im giving him back everything that he's ever given me and everything that will remind me of him. fuck him. hes a whore, and i told him so. he needs to know, no one deserves to be treated like that. im too good for him. i was the best thing that ever happened to him and he needs to realize that hes never going to get another chance with me as a friend or anything. he had his chance and fucked it up. thats his own fault. i did nothing to deserve that and he even told me so. and when they break up, yea, hes already got another girl lined up, i wont feel sorry. i wont let him know i care, because i dont. ill probably just go up to him, give him a hug, because im not like him, tell him ' i told you so' and walk away. thats the best he will ever get out of me. ever. no more. i cant take it. im only hurting myself by being his friend and talking to him. so its not going to happen anymore.