A foreshadowed warning?
Not too long ago, I was disliked for a certain reason. Thus being blocked indefinitely without reason. Well, I wouldn't say without reason, but this person didn't have the balls to tell me that I was being disliked during that time. After signs of list purging, I figured that it was serious. So me, being the nice person that I am, tried to fix this. This person was obviously crazy. So there was no hope, but did I feel bad for it?
Why would I? Once I knew that it wasn't my fault, I didn't feel bad at all putting this person in perspective, not really caring what I said. Until this day, I don't regret it at all. I think know psychological flaws existed in this person, so yeah. At such an age, it was quite evident that comprehension didn't exist in this one's vocabulary. So it's quite irrelevant (and futile) to help the already mentally deranged.
...But why do I feel that it's happening all over again with someone else? Why can't I shake the feeling that it won't be told to me just like the above scenario? Am I *that* intimidating? Oh well. When I start to see concrete evidence (besides the small hints of purging), then I'll know for sure.
Stay tuned.
Why would I? Once I knew that it wasn't my fault, I didn't feel bad at all putting this person in perspective, not really caring what I said. Until this day, I don't regret it at all. I think know psychological flaws existed in this person, so yeah. At such an age, it was quite evident that comprehension didn't exist in this one's vocabulary. So it's quite irrelevant (and futile) to help the already mentally deranged.
...But why do I feel that it's happening all over again with someone else? Why can't I shake the feeling that it won't be told to me just like the above scenario? Am I *that* intimidating? Oh well. When I start to see concrete evidence (besides the small hints of purging), then I'll know for sure.
Stay tuned.