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I don't know if there's anyone that can help me, advise or a nudge in the right direction or something, but I really need help. I'm 17, and I'm going to be graduating high school soon and this is a problem that I haven't been able to find any sort of solution to.
I don't know the technical term for it, or the professional term or whatever it's supposed to be called... but I have a problem. I don't want to cheat, I don't want to sleep with anyone I don't know, or anything like that but... I can't not either. If someone offers in a physical way, a rather intimate way it's like my self control just vanishes, and that doesn't really sum it up either. I don't have the words for it.
But it's ruined two relationships so far, and the only reason that it hasn't been worse is because of my best friend. He knows about it, and he's the only person that understands so far, and is willing to pull me off if need be. But we're going seperate directions after high school, so.... help.
I don't know the technical term for it, or the professional term or whatever it's supposed to be called... but I have a problem. I don't want to cheat, I don't want to sleep with anyone I don't know, or anything like that but... I can't not either. If someone offers in a physical way, a rather intimate way it's like my self control just vanishes, and that doesn't really sum it up either. I don't have the words for it.
But it's ruined two relationships so far, and the only reason that it hasn't been worse is because of my best friend. He knows about it, and he's the only person that understands so far, and is willing to pull me off if need be. But we're going seperate directions after high school, so.... help.