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Ya know, I dont understand why Im so stressed out..Im taking a break from work, we finally have a vacation from school which I really needed. The only problem with not going to school is that Im not around people and when Im alone all I do is think of shit that goes on that makes me unhappy. I sit there by myself and think Im gonna be alone for the rest of my life..no matter how many people tell me they are there for me I still feel an inconsiderable amount of loneliness. Im sick right now, I get like no sleep and my heads just spinning out of control. I dunno what to do anymore, all I do is wonder when its gonna get better or if it ever will cuz from where I am right now my hopes arent getting any higher...