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Things have been hard this week. Really hard. Seeing everyone so upset, myself being the same way. Seeing old friends in a reunion that shouldn't have taken place. Memories remembered, tears, laughs.
Last Night was Sean's Candle Light Service, at the site of the accident, Ray and Seville. Me, Gaby, Ellie and Christina went. I knew ahead of time that i wouldn't be able to handle seeing everyone, Anna especially. There were alot of people there. Some i didn't really understand why, but support is good. Emily came back, most of the seniors from last year were there. Ethan came. It was so nice to see him again.
At one point I was like I can't cry, i just can't, then i looked to anna who was sobbing and i looked to Ethan who then just broke down in tears and i just started sobbing. I had already sobbed before the whole thing started and it all just came again. seeing ethan break down was heartbreaking.
Its just so hard to believe that someone that good, that happy had to pass like that. I still want to believe that it didn't happen. Its just so hard to believe. Something like that isn't supposed to happen to someone like him. Its just not. He did not deserve any of that, not a damn thing.
Just remember that you never know when your time will come. Live life to its full potential every day, every second. It all counts. Tell your loved ones you love them. No regrets.
I love you all.
[♥]
Last Night was Sean's Candle Light Service, at the site of the accident, Ray and Seville. Me, Gaby, Ellie and Christina went. I knew ahead of time that i wouldn't be able to handle seeing everyone, Anna especially. There were alot of people there. Some i didn't really understand why, but support is good. Emily came back, most of the seniors from last year were there. Ethan came. It was so nice to see him again.
At one point I was like I can't cry, i just can't, then i looked to anna who was sobbing and i looked to Ethan who then just broke down in tears and i just started sobbing. I had already sobbed before the whole thing started and it all just came again. seeing ethan break down was heartbreaking.
Its just so hard to believe that someone that good, that happy had to pass like that. I still want to believe that it didn't happen. Its just so hard to believe. Something like that isn't supposed to happen to someone like him. Its just not. He did not deserve any of that, not a damn thing.
Just remember that you never know when your time will come. Live life to its full potential every day, every second. It all counts. Tell your loved ones you love them. No regrets.
I love you all.
[♥]