its been such a long time
Ok so its been such a fuckin long time since i wrote last i dont even no where to start i feel like i am stuck in a whole where i fuckin cant leave i live in a fuckin jail cell at skool my roomate is great person she is awsome we have so muhc fun together she is my double-mint twin we are called but besides that i mena seriously i feel like my world jus came crashin down on me last nyte i love my boyfriend to death and now he wants it to be over and i cant take the fact that i am losing him i dont want to say goodbye now i feel like i am losing everything i feel like i just cant stand to be around anymore i jus want to go away from everyone and everything.. i just feel like everyone is out to fuckin get me i cant believe this shyt is fuckin real is that wut he fuckin wants is it... wtf i dunno anymore i jus want to cry me a fuckin river and drown in it i cant fuckin take this pain i feel lost in everything i jus want to be wit him and i dunno i fuckin hate my life so much ... seriously i wanna jus run away.. i also feel that my life is nothing without him being in it he said he loved and i told him i would give my life to him ... i miss u