this is how i am feeling !!!!!
(¯`·._)A millon words wont bring him bac i no cuz ive tried nether would a millon tears i no cuz ive cried(¯`·._)
I <3 U *Juan*
i'm all alone again
pretneding not to exsist
becuz no one cares
no one knows i'm hurt
Why does life have to go this way?
is it the road I choose?
or the heart i chose?
i try not to be me
but it's not being true to myself
but who am i?
I am just a lonly memory that is forgotten
a person who is forgotten
a suicidal person who is forgotten
I's cry a 1,000 tears to bring u bak
but I am pretty damn close
becuz u have broken my heart more than once
Am I just a lost soul that'a waiting to be found?
am I just some kid that u pass, but never tlak to?
who am i?
I'm asking u
For I don't not even know
for my life, is forgotten
ill hide my broken heart beneath a laughin face n tho u think I dont care anymore nobody can take ur place 3 lil words so simple n yet so tru never ever forget how much im in love with u
( I hate you)
im dying to explain my heart
to you now
im dying to explain my heart
to you now
there is so much on my mind its tearing me apart
there is so much on my mind its tearing me apart
im falling for you
im falling for you
i fell for you
(to someone).
thinking of you makes me cry, crying makes me want to die, with a twist of a blade i can set my pain free then everyone will see, but thats not the way that i wish to go that isnt a choice that i bestow, life is the beginning death is the end, i can not stay here not for you my friend, i want to die but i can not try, i cant not take my own life but i can not live with the strife, the pain that i hold to the world untold, pain soon to be departed and my life discarded