i dont think i've ever been this confused....
ergggg!!!!! have you ever had days/weeks/months when you just dont know if you should be following your heart or your head?? i mean the utter confusion when your heart is telling you it would stop hurting if you did something but yet your head knows that your heart is lieing to itself and you would really just hurt more and all the while your body is telling you it cant take this anymore and all it wants to do is give up but for some strange reason it cant....*sigh*.... dont mind me, i'm just the little girl punishing herself in the corner....
all i want to do is stop the hurt
......
4ever.
am i really that horribly ugly of a person that i am not worthy to have someone who truely cares about me and is able to know the real me without wanting to change me???
*chuckle*
maybe i'm just not worth peoples time...
o well... too bad for me... i guess i'll just have to get used to being alone....
srry to you people who have to read this but i need to vent somewhere or i might just kill someone....
all i want to do is stop the hurt
......
4ever.
am i really that horribly ugly of a person that i am not worthy to have someone who truely cares about me and is able to know the real me without wanting to change me???
*chuckle*
maybe i'm just not worth peoples time...
o well... too bad for me... i guess i'll just have to get used to being alone....
srry to you people who have to read this but i need to vent somewhere or i might just kill someone....