May 30, 2005 12:14
well i was up half the night coughing my lungs up...that was fun.... then i got up this morn at like 10:20 and could have slept for another hour if not more but the whole fam was going to the parade thing so i figured i would go to as long as i didnt have to walk...
the parade was okay...short which made it nice...but it was kinda sad seeing the seniors walking ... well marching... in their last parade with the high school.
i need a hug...i dont care if it doesnt mean anything it... i doint know.... its strengthening...but and he may have given me one today too, but my dad and mom were in such a rush all i got was a wave...but hey! its more than i got yesterday so i guess i'm happy.... it just hurts to know that maybe he wasnt/isnt the true friend i thought him to be...i hope he is....cus.... i just dont wanna hurt like that if i find out its the truth.
i think i'm gunna go lay down now... i still dont feel all that great and want to get better.... later....