lets see....
i just got done cleaning the living room and bathrooms, making dinner, serving dinner, cleaning up dinner, watering plants, cleaning up the kids, singing, throwing, and singing while i threw (not an easy task and it sounded REALLY funny) and now i'm here.....
my shoulder is still sore from yesterday so i think i'm gunna take a quick break and go get some ice....
i'm back....ummm.... yeah i spent my lunch block trying not to let other people see me cry for no reason (the crying part for no reason, the trying not to let them see was because i'm like that) it was soooooo much fun... not.
i dont understand whats wrong with me. what did i do to make so many people hate me? am i really that bad of a person? god i dont think i have mare than maybe 1 or 2 good friends left... and i think even one of them is mad at me....i just dont know what i did wrong or am doing wrong! and when i ask them what i did or am doing they say nothing and walk away.... i thought high school was supposed to be fun, i guess i was wrong. my high school career looks like its gunna be whenever i'm not throwing... i think the shot put may be my truesyt and most trustworthy friend. and it doesnt ignore you when your around eather like some people i know.:(
today was the seniors last day...chorus isnt gunna be the same.... it sucks.... but thats life i guess....
i think i might to pit crew for bucs next year... its seems like something that is worth looking into at least....
my shoulder is still sore from yesterday so i think i'm gunna take a quick break and go get some ice....
i'm back....ummm.... yeah i spent my lunch block trying not to let other people see me cry for no reason (the crying part for no reason, the trying not to let them see was because i'm like that) it was soooooo much fun... not.
i dont understand whats wrong with me. what did i do to make so many people hate me? am i really that bad of a person? god i dont think i have mare than maybe 1 or 2 good friends left... and i think even one of them is mad at me....i just dont know what i did wrong or am doing wrong! and when i ask them what i did or am doing they say nothing and walk away.... i thought high school was supposed to be fun, i guess i was wrong. my high school career looks like its gunna be whenever i'm not throwing... i think the shot put may be my truesyt and most trustworthy friend. and it doesnt ignore you when your around eather like some people i know.:(
today was the seniors last day...chorus isnt gunna be the same.... it sucks.... but thats life i guess....
i think i might to pit crew for bucs next year... its seems like something that is worth looking into at least....