bad day
wow...i am in such a sucky mood today.... and i really dont understand why. its just not right. it could be because a "friend" of mine called me a selfish bitch. and i mean i'm not totally disagreeing with her, i am a bitch and just about everything that goes along with that, but from where i stand i'm not selfish.
she called me selfish for three really stupid reasons:
1. I want to be loved (heck at this point being liked would be nice)
2. I want the school day to consist of chorus and track (i didnt really understand how this made me selfich but okay)
3. I was complaining about how i have to take my sisters to there baseball stuff (yes this can be selfish but i would always have to take them when i had a lot of homework and then i would get yelled at for not getting my homework done and it was and is ticking me off)
i mean... if she had 3 really solid reasons to why i was being selfish then i would be the bigger person and agree but come on!
but then again thats not what i was upset for, because that doesnt even really bug me all that much right now... i dont know.... but i had to laugh at the bitch part because it is sooo true... expecially today... o and i ment to say sorry to everyone who had to deal with my aditude today... i really am sorry... well i think i'm gunna get going now.... i have a lot of stuff to do...
later
she called me selfish for three really stupid reasons:
1. I want to be loved (heck at this point being liked would be nice)
2. I want the school day to consist of chorus and track (i didnt really understand how this made me selfich but okay)
3. I was complaining about how i have to take my sisters to there baseball stuff (yes this can be selfish but i would always have to take them when i had a lot of homework and then i would get yelled at for not getting my homework done and it was and is ticking me off)
i mean... if she had 3 really solid reasons to why i was being selfish then i would be the bigger person and agree but come on!
but then again thats not what i was upset for, because that doesnt even really bug me all that much right now... i dont know.... but i had to laugh at the bitch part because it is sooo true... expecially today... o and i ment to say sorry to everyone who had to deal with my aditude today... i really am sorry... well i think i'm gunna get going now.... i have a lot of stuff to do...
later