i just dont understand
There's a lot in life I know that I'm probobly not supposed to understand but it doesn't stop me from wondering why some things are the way they are, and why people act they way they do.
I mean is it so hard for guys to show there true fealings? Girls seem to do it prity well, so why cant guys handle it?
Also, why do people always look at a persons outer beauty - or lack of it - to decide whether or not they deserve to be 'popular'.
Why can it be that a guy will go after a girl who is a size 0, tall, and blonde or brunnette with a nasty attitude and who is known to only use guys and then dump them before he will go after a girl who is a size 10 or bigger, tall or short, and any color hair and has a beautiful personallity and is known as a good friend to a lot of guys? It just confuses the hell out of me.
But I think I do know one thing, guys and girls CAN be just friends but it sure is confusing as well as difficult. And on this note, I really dont know if all the confusion, frustration and effort are worth it. I hope they are but I dont know.
The reason I bring up the friendship thing is because I dont know where i stand with a guy friend of mine. He hasnt shown any sines of liking me that I know of and I have tried NOT to flirt with him because I dont want to get into an upsetting situation anytime soon but I've heard from a close female friend that I have been flirting and he's been flirting back a little bit.
Its all so confusing I just dont know what to make of it. Hell I dont think I have gone more than a day without me calling him or him calling me or us talking at school, I dont know, its just really wierd. I keep asking myself so many questions but none of my answers seem to be right to me and all I'm doing is confusing myself now so I think I'm going to write down a few of the questions and answers.
Would I like a relationship if there was any chance? Yeah.
Do I want to get into one with him right now? I dont know.
Do I have a chance with him? Probobly not, he is the one that said that a guy and a girl could just be friends and thats what I am to him.
Would the fact that he's a few months younger than me bother me? I dont think so, I mean he acts like there's no difference and it doesnt bother me now.
So why do I even bring it up? Because I'm confused and need to get some of these thoughts out of my head so that I have any chance of getting to sleep.
What am I so afraid of with relationships? Getting hurt, being left alone yet again, never feeling safe.
Well now that I have some of that out of my system I think I'm going to go now. I still have lots of homework to do and I'm dead tired so I need to be getting to bed as well.
I mean is it so hard for guys to show there true fealings? Girls seem to do it prity well, so why cant guys handle it?
Also, why do people always look at a persons outer beauty - or lack of it - to decide whether or not they deserve to be 'popular'.
Why can it be that a guy will go after a girl who is a size 0, tall, and blonde or brunnette with a nasty attitude and who is known to only use guys and then dump them before he will go after a girl who is a size 10 or bigger, tall or short, and any color hair and has a beautiful personallity and is known as a good friend to a lot of guys? It just confuses the hell out of me.
But I think I do know one thing, guys and girls CAN be just friends but it sure is confusing as well as difficult. And on this note, I really dont know if all the confusion, frustration and effort are worth it. I hope they are but I dont know.
The reason I bring up the friendship thing is because I dont know where i stand with a guy friend of mine. He hasnt shown any sines of liking me that I know of and I have tried NOT to flirt with him because I dont want to get into an upsetting situation anytime soon but I've heard from a close female friend that I have been flirting and he's been flirting back a little bit.
Its all so confusing I just dont know what to make of it. Hell I dont think I have gone more than a day without me calling him or him calling me or us talking at school, I dont know, its just really wierd. I keep asking myself so many questions but none of my answers seem to be right to me and all I'm doing is confusing myself now so I think I'm going to write down a few of the questions and answers.
Would I like a relationship if there was any chance? Yeah.
Do I want to get into one with him right now? I dont know.
Do I have a chance with him? Probobly not, he is the one that said that a guy and a girl could just be friends and thats what I am to him.
Would the fact that he's a few months younger than me bother me? I dont think so, I mean he acts like there's no difference and it doesnt bother me now.
So why do I even bring it up? Because I'm confused and need to get some of these thoughts out of my head so that I have any chance of getting to sleep.
What am I so afraid of with relationships? Getting hurt, being left alone yet again, never feeling safe.
Well now that I have some of that out of my system I think I'm going to go now. I still have lots of homework to do and I'm dead tired so I need to be getting to bed as well.