GGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
IM SO CONFUSED AND THIS WEEK HAS SUCKED MAJOR ASS!!!!!
grrrrr
so mad i just wanna cry...
and it doesnt help that MR LAMPOST as i would like to call him is ticked at me and MR GRAYEYES seems to think i'm fricking invisible, either that or i'm just pritty damn short and he doesnt see me when i'm right fricking in front of him and he almost runs me over!!
i mean am i that detestable (i dont know if it fits or if its a word it just seemed to fit so leave me alone) that he doesnt want to be seen even talking to me by his friends?????
FUCK!
even that doesnt make me stop likeing him....DAMNIT!!!
THIS F-ING SUCKS!!!
*CRY*
it just hurts so much anymore....
i just dont know what to do.... this year i dont want to only help people with THEIR relationships i want one of my OWN. with a guy that cares more about me than about being the last guy to date a girl or how many girls he can get or anything! grrrr IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK!! i dont want anything but compassion.... someone who cares about me just as much as i care about him.....
why cant i have that too??
:(
grrrrr
so mad i just wanna cry...
and it doesnt help that MR LAMPOST as i would like to call him is ticked at me and MR GRAYEYES seems to think i'm fricking invisible, either that or i'm just pritty damn short and he doesnt see me when i'm right fricking in front of him and he almost runs me over!!
i mean am i that detestable (i dont know if it fits or if its a word it just seemed to fit so leave me alone) that he doesnt want to be seen even talking to me by his friends?????
FUCK!
even that doesnt make me stop likeing him....DAMNIT!!!
THIS F-ING SUCKS!!!
*CRY*
it just hurts so much anymore....
i just dont know what to do.... this year i dont want to only help people with THEIR relationships i want one of my OWN. with a guy that cares more about me than about being the last guy to date a girl or how many girls he can get or anything! grrrr IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK!! i dont want anything but compassion.... someone who cares about me just as much as i care about him.....
why cant i have that too??
:(