People will never cease to amaze me, or dissapoint me....
It's amazing. People are facinating in that they really are caught up in their own lives, rarely truely caring what is going on in others lives. I am in NO WAY excluding myself from this...i don't want people to think i am acting high in mighty in anyway.
It is just lately i realized how selfish people really are. Many will say anything to eventally get what they want...then pretend to really care...but so much of it just seems fake. Also, people only hear what they want. Someone asks how are you...and no matter what you really feel you can make them move on to something else with a simple "fine". My faith in human nature at the moment is low. I know i sound dumb right now, but i really don't give a rip what anyone thinks. I'm just sick of people acting the way they do.
I want to stay in my room all day.....so far the only time i have gone out is to get food with Rayna, other than that i don't really want to do anything or see anyone. I just feel like crap and i feel like i won't be able to put up with much today without complelty going off on people. I just want to go home, work and spend time with my family. i don't want to deal with everything in life that is waiting for me just outside of these walls. There is so much i have to do, so much i have to fix and none of it will ever get done, and i don't think i have the strength to try that much.
Please, just ignore this rant, or something, i'm just tired and cranky and it means nothing.
It is just lately i realized how selfish people really are. Many will say anything to eventally get what they want...then pretend to really care...but so much of it just seems fake. Also, people only hear what they want. Someone asks how are you...and no matter what you really feel you can make them move on to something else with a simple "fine". My faith in human nature at the moment is low. I know i sound dumb right now, but i really don't give a rip what anyone thinks. I'm just sick of people acting the way they do.
I want to stay in my room all day.....so far the only time i have gone out is to get food with Rayna, other than that i don't really want to do anything or see anyone. I just feel like crap and i feel like i won't be able to put up with much today without complelty going off on people. I just want to go home, work and spend time with my family. i don't want to deal with everything in life that is waiting for me just outside of these walls. There is so much i have to do, so much i have to fix and none of it will ever get done, and i don't think i have the strength to try that much.
Please, just ignore this rant, or something, i'm just tired and cranky and it means nothing.