one day you're gonna want me

Feb 17, 2006 22:56

eek. i have a 'c' in mrs hickman's class. it's not that i'm upset just because i made a 'c', i mean, it's bound to happen eventually. it's just i really want to stay in the top 10% and i'm a little nervous about my parents' reaction especially since i have never ever made a 'c' and because they think i'm doing well in there. by a little i mean alot.

i'm having surgery on monday. i'm scared. well, not exactly scared, more like paranoid.

i currently reek of cigar smoke and beer even though i changed clothes and sprayed half a bottle of "love spell" on me. i'm trying to avoid my parents without being obvious about it. i didn't do anything though, just tagged along with my brother to one of his poker parties. for the record, i suck at poker.
it was nice though, knowing that my brother no longer minds having his "little sister" hanging out with he and his friends...or is it him?

i've decided to start over fresh this 6 weeks, and stop the procrastinating and slacking off. i say that every 6 weeks it seems, but this time i'm going to pretend that i really mean it.

i like him too much. i know it's wrong, but i was kind of relieved when i found out his girlfriend broke up with him. he's already got his eye on another girl though. she is really sweet and really pretty and i really wish they would just go out already so i can begin my routine 'wallowing in my misery/self-pity' for a few days and then get over it.

yeah, i've been living off levi smith for the past week.

what a great way to kickoff my 16th year.
i hope you caught the sarcasim.
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